December 2011
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I should tell George and Oliver.
George is my best guy friend.
And im awkwardly in love with Oli.
They deserve to know right?
Brilliant.
Well after me eating all my fries while out with my friend I have ate..
a slice on toast and a poached egg.
a handful of pringles.
and now im so hungry that I can’t sleep so I have to eat something. I’m choosing crackers.
im also drinking tea because I keep having coughing fits that really hurt.
Told Oliver I was making tea at 2.15am and he though I was crazy.
I hate lying to him...
I got the flu.
I think the lack of an actuall meal is not helping my recovery.
Went into town with a guy friend of mind and we ordered burgers. Had to blame it on how ill I am and that I can’t taste things right. I did want to eat it but there was no motivation.
My boyfriend-(ish) is worried.
I'm looking foward to seeing George on friday.
We will shop but we will also get a burger in town. Which should be fine since ive not had a proper meal in three days.
I’m buying a couple of books to make me happy and i need a couple of skirts and shirts :3
I know I can’t tell Oliver because he worries to much for me and I don’t want to push him over the edge. I think I may be worse if I lost him? I dont know.
George doesn’t know either. He still thinks I eat tonnes. Bless him. He’s actually the best guy. I don’t want to scare him or make him disapointed in me.
The only person that knows is Beth. She’s my best...
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First thing I want to confess here.
I think im on the first stages of some sort of eating disorder and im not joking around at all.
I’ve done all the research I could possibly do and all signs point towards it.
My friends joke around that I eat a lot infront of them. Truth is that is normally and most probably the only thing I will eat the whole day. After I eat it I will get very upset and mad at myself and the voice in the...
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